So much to do, so little motivation

I have so many tasks to do and I’m not sure I have then energy for any of them. I need to open up a new bank account so that my main bank, where I also have a loan and credit card, can’t steal money from me when I get around to sending them holding letters and so on. I have to get a new ink cartridge for my printer so I can actually print out those holding letters. I need to buy a mouse trap. The landlord called and I need to return his phone call as he wants to change the bank account on the standing order, apparently. I have to decide whether to change to a pay-as-you-go mobile or take out a new contract on better terms.

And I have to do all this while the sertraline is fucking up my head. Today, I’ve taken my tablet and can feel it coming on. The effects feel very drug-like. With a shorter duration it could almost be recreational. Then again, today it seems to have spurred a few of the more suicidal thoughts that have left me alone for a week or two. I’m going to keep with it though, at least for a week to see if these effects go away.